Sunday, October 24, 2010

something I hate about myself....

Well, after giving some deep thought about this one.

I hate that I never stood up for myself in my life, said what I needed to say. I hate that I wouldn't or couldn't do that for myself for my life may have been easier in the long run. I hate that I was more worried of how things might affect other people than how it could have helped me. I hate that I was so meek and afraid and controlled to find my voice and save myself.


WinnyNinny PooPoo said...

It's just hard when you feel you have lost yourself somewhere in the journey. I have done this to myself also, balance is key but hard to reach!

Start small and work your way up to the big things!

Very interested to see the next post in the meme!!! I think I'm too chicken to do that big list!

Just Me said...

thanks for swinging over again. I had read through them and thought oh no I probably do not want to do this thing. But then thought. Oh , why not I cannot be any lower than I have been ha.

It might be , what do they call that ?? cathartic ?

I think you should bite the bullet with me and give it a go :)

WinnyNinny PooPoo said...

Maybe I'll give a swing after I get back from the business trip to Michigan. I get soooo tired on the road my postings get a little sketchy until I get back.